Current mood:	grateful
Entry tags:	friends

The ones that mean everything.
I know I bitch sometimes about being lonely and not having many friends. I suppose I'm more prone to this right now because we just moved, and we are pretty much on our own in Eugene. I'm slowly working on one acquaintanceship, but friends are not here.

However, this doesn't mean I have no friends. I really really really appreciate those friends I do have. I was just looking at pics from my wedding/bachelorette party, and THOSE are the people who matter so much to me. The ones who made my biggest life events so special.

But they're not the only ones who matter. There are those I don't see so often anymore (or haven't seen for a long, long time) who are still friends, who I had a special connection with even years ago that I tend to forget about. I found a couple of journals the other day from my days at Pacific, and in reading through them again, I re-realized how much some people mean to me. These are people I've kept in touch with but have been unable to visit in any meaningful way. They're still friends.

Friends out there, out beyond my reach, I appreciate you. The Cosmos knows I do. I only wish you were with me right now. That's all.